I was wondering...

- Why baby's blog no comment box.. heh

- How come baby can be so cuteeeee!!! (esp when I hear baby say "做么")

- How come we can come up with "大便王"..HAHA!! OMG! Sooooo fun luh!!

- Why I can't stop smiling when I see my darling :)

- Why I can't stop wanting to kiss you

- How come I keep wanting to see you even when I'm meeting you every single day!!

- How come I feel we're already married for a long time liaoz

I was wondering... wondering... :P

I love you...

1. for making me smile constantly

2. for being so cute (the hairclip! and your laugh no. 4, and your cutey voice)

3. for laughing at my silliness (the 3d glasses)

4. for providing solutions for me when i need help (reward system for piano students)

5. for coming up with names (like hush bao bei)

6. for secretly buying ingredients to cook sandwich for me (sooo touched!!!)

7. for singing so sweetly b4 we sleep

8. for liking the songs i like

9. for appreciating the way i sing

10. for being as siao gina as me

11. for being so cheeky (esp with hush bao bei!)

12. for accepting me for who i am

13. for thinking i'm shuai when i wear long sleeves

14. for thinking i'm sporty when i wear singlet

15. for scolding me when i took 2 straws for the drink

16. for saying that i'm 38

17. for being so funny

18. for being so witty (think of something hard)

19. for laughing out loud when i try to entertain you

20. for sharing all your work life with me

21. for calling me baby in the sweetest manner

22. for trusting me with the key

23. for not making a big fuss when i lost it

24. for being happy with me when i finally found it back

25. for secretly buying wallet for me

26. for getting mother's day present with me

27. for eating fillet and ice milo just bcos i like it

28. for eating dumpling even though u're not a big fan of it and knowing i like it too

29. for being so excited when i bring u to the movies

30. for liking sweet popcorn as well

31. for understanding the reasons for me being late

32. for hugging me from behind

33. for winking at me (like miss swan.. heh!!!)

34. for your 4 major smiles

35. for trying to protect my in-grown toenail from other pple

36. for sayang-ing me while assuring me

37. for sayang-ing me after u piak me

38. for hugging me so tight and making me feel like i'm the one u really really really treasure

39. for laughing at me when I keep washing clothes

40. for willing to get married and haf children with me even though u didnt want at first

41. for being so strong and insist u'll be fine by the next day

42. for having beautiful eyes

43. for supporting me with my decisions

44. for trying to 杀价 for me to get a cheaper hp

45. for accomodating to my plans to study or work

46. for wanting to know what is bothering me

47. for reading me like a book

48. for letting me know what is bothering u after some probing

49. for looking at me into my eyes when I talk

50. for wanting me to be yours

51. for thinking of saving money for me

52. for making eating at the coffeeshop as special as eating other places

53. for recommending the chilli chicken, BK burger, mcwings and egg sandwich

54. for letting me hold your hand in the car and holding mine so dearly

55. for buying cornflakes and milk for me even though u dont like them

56. for hitting me when I laugh at your silly entics

57. for tickling me until i cannot take it, and still continue to tickle me when i thought u had stopped

58. for being very very very understanding and accomodative to me

59. for loving my family just because they are my family

60. for the look u give me when we... play :)

61. for saying "whattttt..." or "什么..." when I look at u

62. for wearing my long sleeve shirt when i told u that u looked sexy in it

63. for the half smile half dun smile look when i say smth touching to u

64. for enjoying urself so much in bintan and focus on having a good time with me

65. for msging me "kimchiii!!"

66. for spaming sms-es when i miss u so much

67. for remembering everything i say

68. for arranging my collar when it's messed up

69. for looking at me like i'm your white horse prince all the time

70. for trying out the mayonaise and eggplant when i said it's nice even though u dun like

71. for liking the eggs and salmon my mum cooked so much

72. for buying apples for me and reminding me to bring them to work

73. for your beautiful fingers and cute hand (with the very 细 hairs)

74. for being so concerned when I sneeze (and turn the aircon up)

75. for being worried for me being too tired after RT

76. for scolding me when i suggested going for 3 RTs in a row

77. for having so much faith in my abilities

78. for trying to make up a story just so that u can bring mothers' day cake to my house

79. for trusting me to go into ur house

80. for naming xue'er and poopy with my surname

81. for addressing me as papa in front of xue'er and poopy

82. for caring so much for me even when u're sick yourself

83. for liking to cuddle and hug

84. for telling me all about your dad

85. for letting me massage your feet when i offer to

86. for kissing me good morning and good night (when we wake up and before we sleep)

87. for letting me kiss u non-stop

88. for the encouragement you give me for my work

89. for sticking around even when u're feeling insecure yourself

90. for wanting to be with me forever n ever

91. for being so proud of who i am

92. for wanting to bring me to your cousin's wedding

93. for listening to my explanations even when u're still angry

94. for throwing the pillow on the floor and shirt into the bin just because i say i'm affected

95. for not expecting me to change (i also dun wan u to change, i just wan the original nana... if i've done or said anything that suggests otherwise, it's not intended)

96. for saying the food i recommend is nice

97. for being happy when i bring you to new places

98. for not judging me like what others are doing

99. for completing me in ways i cant myself

100. for loving me also

I Love You, Nana Darling..

I want to be with you till the end of time..

I want to be as thoughtful, if not more thoughtful than I am to you in the many many years of future we will share together

I want to grow old with you...

I want to have a more wants with you..more reasons to love you...I want a million reasons, a billion, a gizillion reasons...

I want you to feel better...

I want you to be happy...

越说越烦

sorry baby, for saying the wrong things and not understanding u

I know now.. I won't talk about it anymore

words

Words can never fully and accurately reflect the actual understanding, situations or feelings.

It's the time when no word can fully describe something that tears form, sleep diminishes and coughing starts.

I made a girl cry

>.<

Ok, first things first, it wasn't intentional. But then again, I was being naughty luh. She had a few bad habits that were quite funny, so just made fun of her. When she didn't react, I thought she didn't hear it and said it in a more "cruel" way. It was then that I heard sobbing sounds. Before that, she had already started to accumulate tears in her eyes. (yah, that was when I thought she couldn't hear... Oops..)

I stood stunned there for a second as I looked at her. Her face cringed and tears flowed down her cheeks. My first words were "I'm sooo, soooo sorry... " (duh!) The consolation wasn't just verbal. Instinctively, I just went over to her and hugged her to assure her that it was sincere. We continued hugging while she sniffed and sobbed, as her tears slowly wet my shoulders. I didn't know what else to say except, "I'm really so sorry, I didn't mean it..."

Found out later she was undergoing a bad patch. Normally she can take such jokes de... hmm... Anyways, yups. Though she cried, we became closer after that.

HAHA! hmm... must be wondering what I'm laughing about right? ASK ME... heh..!

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Haha! I get $ from sales of this product luh! But hor, seriously, I am going to try it myself when I get the time to read this 102 page e-book! Talking about value for $!

Ok enough marketing for now. More marketing gimmicks to follow! Watch this space! =)

Should I choose to believe...

Rewind the clock and go back to the 2nd week of August. My aunt kinda signed me up for some 算命 session at TPY Hub.

The "master" told me my 8 Characters are one of the worst he has seen. GOsh!

1) A high propensity for liver/blood diseases

2) Doomed to fail in business

3) Doomed to be divorced with my wife and cause her to go mad

The only remedies I can do for myself:

a) Detox

b) Avoid being entrepreneurial

c) Marry a divorced lady, preferably with kids. Kinda don't really understand the logic


Anyways, his analysis of my "standard characteristics" are:

i) Super Duper Stubborn. Always insistent on my own way of doing things. One result of which is I will have problems at work, especially with my collegues and superiors. Another repercussion is that although I might be able to get along okay with my gf, she'll suffer when she weds me cos I'm supposed to be so stubborn she'll go mad.. -.-. Ok, then he said I will definitely listen his words, one ear in, the other ear out. Who's the stubborn one here now??

ii) Never studies and will just go along with life with average grades.

Ok. At this point, let me elaborate first by saying he had an assistant who sat in during the "session". I didn't say anything much while the "master" was talking, just silently nodding away while he was in a sort of finger pointing, accusing tone of my character. After that session, the assistant brought us (my aunt, mum and myself) to another room.

At that point, I highlighted that the master might not be accurate cos although my results were mediocre till JC, I definitely think that my first class honours was not a fluke. Guess what the assistant said to me when I told him I did pretty well in Uni. "Oh, the master said that actually if u put in effort, you'll do very well!"
WHAT CRAP LORH! I took down all of what the master said and he said nothing of that sort.

Next, when he was recommending packages for me to "reborn" my 8 characters, which was like 12k! he couldn't even maintain eye contact with us! He was becoming more n more like a liar. Not only was he lousy at crapping, he was lousy as a salesman! Not that I'm advocating lying without battling an eyelid but... mmm...

I had seconds thoughts about the whole affair even before I entered his office. That place was huge! Decorated with lavish decors and rich lighting, fully air-conditioned and carpeted office space. The whole place was bigger than the whole row of my sch classrooms back in secondary school. It seemed that sales was the primary driving force for that "company", instead of consultations. No matter, it was more like a business than anything else.

If I were to learn anything from this, it would be to try to prevent these disasters from happening. Believe it or not, what do you think?