i need to pick myself up

i want to suck all the positive energy from everywhere. if only i had this ability.

it's funny, how when i'm all stressed and crabby, everyone else is also.

guess i've been neglecting too many pple, more so to those who have been nice to me in the past while i have forgotten them.

the title of this post doesnt seem to fit into this content.

i wanna but i wont; i couldnt but i could; i cannot but i did.

i think, i thank and i thought.

i'm lazy...

sometimes it's so ma fan to log in; i might wan to enter a post but end up procrastinating cos it's too mafan. and typing's ma fan also, y cant i just plug in a USB from mi brain n transfer the video file i wan to input into mi blog...

gadgets... making pple more n more lazy.. making me more n more lazy... making me want more n more... making me more n more disappointed... it's a vicious cycle... spontaneous destruction is imminent hah